You Are Divinely Led

This month I took a trip back to Finland for the first time since I left a year ago. The whole thing felt like a fever dream because at first it was as if I'd never left and yet at the same time none of it felt real. As I sat in all my old corners of the bar, walked the streets, and partied in the same club I have always frequented, I came to reminise on a time when I yearned to move out there. Oh how everything has changed.

Almost a year ago, I accepted a job with a Finnish company that became my first post-grad nine to five. I thought I wanted to move to Finland so badly at the time. Truly I thought it was where I was meant to be and that the universe was guiding me there. This job was my ticket to this new chapter in life because I would've moved across the world in May for them.

Then the job became my worst nightmare...

I hated being trapped in the nine to five lifestyle and something in my gut was telling me to get out while I could. I also fell in love with LA again. I came to think, how could all those signs from the Universe telling me to move to Finland end up being so wrong??? Is my intuition all out of whack?

As I spent these few weeks in Finland I felt this deep inner peace and knowing that I am glad I never moved. It was not meant to be. Yet, how could I have become so delusional to think it was? One night I was up talking with someone very wise and they reassured me that the Universe and my intuition did not guide me wrong. It was exactly what was supposed to happen. At the end of the day, everything that manifested from that one desire taught me so much about myself and the world. Everything is a learning opportunity and I did collect on some benefits.

I realized that your intuition and the "signs" that you see that cause you to make decisions shouldn't be second guessed. Even if it ends in dissapointment, heart ache, or supposed time lost that does not mean it was wrong or not the path you were supposed to go on. Everything is divinely orchestrated and happens for a reason. So trust that you are always on the right path.