Moving On

I feel lighter this month. A lot has changed. I used to think certain people were my 4lifers. You know the type of person that you don’t even have to talk to for years but when you see them again you pick up right where you left off. I still have a few of those. But I was wrong about some of them. And honestly thank god for that. I feel lighter getting to move on knowing I’m not missing out on anything. Of course, I still wish these people the best. But now it’s time for them to be someone else’s 4lifers. It’s time for them to find their people.

Being able to let go allowed me to start finding my path here. After some reflection I realized that being happy is all that matters. I let go of past grievances and figured it's better to just enjoy the moment in happiness than in hate. Doing this opened my eyes to all the kindness there actually is here. Positivity attracts positivity I guess. As my old chapter ends I’m finally looking forward to the new one. Life feels different now. It feels fun again. And I am sad I can’t share everything from this new chapter with my actual 4lifers in other parts of the world. But I guess that's the point of the connection. I do not have to see them for a long time, but the next time I do see them it’ll be like time never kept going. We will pick up where we left off and then go on about our lives again. Someday within the next decade when I’m still writing these blog posts I know I’ll document the day I get married and they’ll be there. But for now it’s time for me to make new friends, new experiences, and new 4lifers.